"They say that genius is an infinite capacity for taking pains," he remarked with a smile. "It's a very bad definition, but it does apply to detective work."-Sherlock Holmes

I know this is rough for you. I'm so sorry it turned out this way. It's too much to think about. Don't stress too much about it.
 

 

Good luck. Knowing you, you'll do the right thing.
 
@gladrags-wizardwear

8 ways to win my heart.
1. Sing a love song to me. I don't care if you suck at singing, It'll be cute anyway.
2. I don't know why, but I always loved how in the movies a girl rests her head on the guy's shoulder. I want that girl to be me.
3. If I want to run away from town, just for a weekend or so, come with me. Drive to the ends of the earth with me.
4. Tell me you love me. Face to face.
5. Tell me why you love me. Face to face.
6. When I'm having a bad day, hug me. Let me cry in your arms. I know it's cheesy, but it's sweet.
7. Don't be scared of me. Boyfriends shouldn't be like, "Oh, I shouldn't tell her that I like to listen to jazz music cuz she'll think i'm gay." Tell the girl the truth. Doesn't matter how nerdy it is. ( And I love jazz music anyways, ha.)
8. Make me feel beautiful.
 

 
Side note: You don't know how many times I changed this set around. I don't know, it seemed liken a big deal to me.

I was tagged by my polyfriend @horsegurl in her beautiful set:
http://www.polyvore.com/iceland/set?id=49006173
 
Name/pseudonym: Cornelia Call
Country: United States
Star sign: Libra

~ faves ~
Colour: Yellow
Animal: Pug
Food: York peppermint patty
Book: This is hard. Um, I love all of the Harry Potter books.
Electronic/gadget: Ipod
Movie: Grease.
Actor: Joel Courtney!
Actress: Elle Fanning, Hailee Steinfeld, Audrey Hepburn.
Author: J.K Rowling and Agatha Cristie
Song: (currently) Blue Skies by Noah & the Whale
Band: The Beatles, Noah & the Whales
Music artist: Lily Allen
TV show: Gilmore girls, the office, SNL.....
Shop: Heritage, H&M.
Celeb: Me.

~ random ~
Something that makes you, you: Books.
Your dream: To be an actress.
Hobbies: reading, volunteering, being with friends.
<3
 
I tag: @deercat @silverstag @gypsies-and-dreamers

1. This year has been a blur for me. I feel like I have been hiding myself. It's probably because I am afraid of my peers. They can be vicious and judgmental. It's difficult to speak your mind around them if they attack you even when you don't say anything.
2. I don't really know a lot about myself, truthfully. I haven't experienced enough yet. I haven't surprised myself. I'm too protected.
3. Songs like "Blue skies" by Noah and the Whale and "Moon River" by Audrey Hepburn make me feel protected. It's weird, I know. It's like a hug.
4. I want to cut my hair really short- like Emma Watson- but I don't know if I could pull it off. Would it look like a Mom cut?
5. I hate when people ask me why I dress do fancy. It's like, "I'm wearing a summer dress, it's not fancy it's what i am comfortable in." People in my grade think that if you don't wear Hollister or Abercrombie or Delia's you are a nerd. Gr. I hate it.
6. I really want a brownie. Yum.
7. My hair color changes a lot. Sometimes I'm ginger, or brunette, or blonde. It's odd.
8. I wish to be like Amy Pond, Audrey Hepburn, Elle Fanning and all of my other role models. They are all so remarkable and unique.
9. I could do so much more than be told what to do. I feel like I could be so much greater.

Day one.
----------------------------------------------
Life is Life by Noah and the Whales.
 

 

My friends.
-Thanks so much for being there for me.
-Thank you for not fighting with me, being mad at me, or gossiping about me. I'm so glad you guys are better than that.
-I just want to hug you all a trillion times.
-I love growing up with you. Experiencing new things with you, hearing about each other's lives, and learning about who we will be together.
-All of you guys are on my zombie apocalypse team.
- I loved that night when we were by the campfire. It was beautiful, blissful, and one of the best moments of my year. Thanks. <3
- I love watching you smile.
- I can't wait to see us in five years.
- I want to spend all summer with you.
- You are my chosen family, and I'll never forget you.
 
People of polyvore
- Thanks for being supportive.
- Thanks for letting me be stupid.
- Thanks for letting me be creative.
- Thanks for letting me be myself.
- Thank you for inspiring me.
- Thanks for helping me find my style.
- Thanks for helping me build myself.
- Thanks you for not being a cyber bully or anything stupid like that.
- Thanks for teaching me about fashion.
- Thanks for keeping me sane. <3
 
@gladrags-wizardwear
- Thanks for being so nice to me.
- Thanks for helping me with so much.
- Thanks for teaching me so much.
- Thanks for showing me the music and books you like.
- I don't mind when people tell me how cool you are. Because I agree with them.
- I love talking to you.
- Nobody notices, but you have a lot more qualities than just pretty and smart. Remember that.
- I hope you do travel and do everything on your bucket list.
- You aren't awkward. You are unique.
- Thanks for being you. <3
 
People I hate.
- I hope you can smile more often for good reasons.
- I hope you can become a better person.
- I hope that the people you know can shape you into a better person.
- Take a deep breath and remember what you want to do in life. Think about it for a while.
- Love something.
- Use both of your hands.
- Find a hobby you love and don't brag about it.
- Give peace a chance.
- Have a long conversation with somebody you want to be like.
- Just calm down a bit, okay?
 
Future me.
- Keep your head up.
- Smile.
- Breathe.
- Remember, you matter. Troubles don't.
- Love your friends.
- Spread the love.
- Be smart.
- Remember your role models.
- Be open to meeting new people.
- Keep going, you are supported. <3
 
Her future him.
- Be kind to her.
- Be your real self.
- Sweep her off her feet.
- Sing her songs.
- Be her Danny.
- Be her Harry.
- Don't break her heart.
- Don't be careless.
- Hug her.
- Tell her how great she is.
 
The doctor.
 
- I want to travel with you.
- Please.
- Please.
- I know I'm not British, but please....
- I am brave. ish.
- I won't be stupid.
- Please!
- I'll love you 5ever!
- I'm dying here!
- Please!
 
A certain person.
 
- You may not know it, but you did hurt my feelings.
- I don't care how stupid i sound saying that.
- I can stop bugging you if you want.
- Why did you stop talking to me?
- I don't get you.
- You are really hard to keep up with.
- I want to make you happy, but i guess i cant.
- What did i do?
- I wish we were still friends.
- But i guess i'm not good enough.
 
My future him.
 
- Be great.
- Don't lie.
- You can just tell/ask me.
- Tell me everything. I care.
- I'm sorry if i'm in a bad mood.
- Thanks for being there.
- Do cute things from movies.
- Write me letters.
- Read a book to me.
- Be there for me.
 
Last but not least,
My parents.
 
- I'm sorry if i ever say i hate you. I don't.
- Thanks for helping me be who i want to be.
- Thanks for being practical.
- Happy mothers day, mom.
- Thanks for being cool, dad.
- I am jealous of your childhoods.
- I want your hair color, Mom!
- This makes me sound four. But it's okay.
- Thanks for caring.
- Love ya.

REPLAY IT.
 

Oh well the world never seemed bigger
Than the summer of '98
Living out in the suburbs
Planning my escape
I grew my hair to my shoulders
Formed a band with a couple of friends
And we called ourselves The Devils Playhouse
Influences like Bruce and the band
 
And we'd sing and play
Simple three chord rock and roll
And miles away
The other kids would just grow old
But we're making our own way out
Yeah we're making our own way out
 
Well we'd practice every week in my bedroom
While my parents were working in town
And one morning in our school assembly
Played a cover of "Don't Let Me Down"
The performance was nervous and awkward
But the passion was real and profound
And the kids in the audience laughing
While the band just looked at the ground
 
But the victory
For the kids who believe in rock and roll
I know for me
That performance lives, it never grows old
But we're making our own way out
Yeah we're making our own way out
 
Well I'd give it all back just to do it again
Yeah I'd turn back time, be with my friends
Yeah I'd give it all back just to do it again
Turn back time, be with my friends
Yeah I'd give it all back just to do it again
Turn back time and be with my friends
Yeah I'd give it all back just to do it again
Turn back time, be with my friends
Tonight
 

 
I am in love with this.
oh and happy mother's day!

I was tagged by @danileigh in her very artistic set:
 
http://www.polyvore.com/watch_out_for_men_with/set?id=48639868
 
The directions:
Make a set with one item from this set and one from page ten of your favs then tag eight people with this
 
I used the hand from my items and the unicorn tears from @danileigh 's set.
 

I tag:
@l-i-v-e-l-a-u-g-h-l-o-v-e @horsegurl @alexisthewanderluster @gladrags-wizardwear @windex @kittenfritz @littlegirldreamer @blackrainbow

I was tagged by @fashionln in her great set:
http://www.polyvore.com/my_favorite_photographs/set?id=48587355
 

RULES:
 
- Use this template only
- Fill up with your favorite photos found
- Tag 10 others
- Have fun! :)
 

@alljuststoriesintheend @allisonnnnnnn @emmyinwonderland @lakenokomis @green-jello @justlistentothecricketssing @the-girl-who-stole-the-moon @s-u-m-m-e-r-s-p-i-r-a-l @kamilie @le-petit-oiseau

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